take a deep breath

its been awhile sine I've been on here... for many reasons, but I'm back! right now I'm sitter here wondering what insightful awesomeness i can bestow on the few people that might actually read this... HA! at my feet i have a cranky 4 month old in his bouncy chair who is very aggressively fighting sleep and in the back room of my house i have a 3 and a 4 year old asleep. usually to the right os me i would have my husband but yet again the army has told him to be else ware for now.

random thoughts of the day:

after cleaning the back yard today and watching brett mow the grass before he left i can't help but be thankful for my back yard... silly you say? well this is the first back yard I've had sine i moved out of my parents house 6 years ago. so even tho it adds to my chore list i love it!

they say every marriage has the 7 year itch here in about 2 weeks brett and i will have been married for 6 but i have an itch... not with brett but with the army... he's been in 8 years now and I'm so ready for him to be done. too bad we have 12 more years of the army. in 8 years we've done 3 deployments and many many many trainings and field rotations. hopefully this feeling of being over the army passes so i don't have to hide it for 12 years :/

to be honest I'm writing this is help the BFF with her 30 blogging challenge and I've given myself the same challenge as a countability partner for her so here was my 1st of 30... tomorrow maybe ill be more prepared! lol

thats all folks