Randome thoughts that have to do with my kiddos: does not flow well sorry
i tell a lot of people that "if Dylan was my first baby he would be an only child." or "he's lucky he's cute" the truth is he is seriously cute! maybe i just say that because he is mine. I am not going to say that he'd be an only if he was my first because how do i know that, he's not my first and i still have this feeling that he won't be my last... i just don't have that "my family is complete" feeling yet. 4 just seams like my magic number. with that being said dylan will be 2 before we start trying again tho.
i love all my babies. Kaleb is so smart and full of energy and so persistent. Jourdon is so sweet and kind hearted and he just loves with his whole being. Dylan so far is proving to be his own person and he is the most talkative and thrives on human contact more then the other 2 at this stage. i think its soo cool that even though they all come from the same 2 people that are all SO different.
Luke 9:48
"whoever receives this little child in my name receives me; and whoever receives me, receives him who sent me. For he who is least among you all will be grate."
dylan might be the most difficult baby, kaleb might be too smart for his won good at times, and jourdon might get away with murder because of his uncanny way to make you feel sorry for him, but they are little children. and in my eyes children of God, who i hope turn into greatness some day. its amazing to me that i was chosen to be their mommy. i was chosen to raise them, care for them, love them, help mold them. i feel that i really need to focus their life and my own more on church again.
well thats all for tonight with my randome non connected thoughts of mine, its 23:03 and i missed yesterdays blogging so i don't want to miss this one... plus I'm tired <3 good night all!
this was just a reminder to me that no matter what i love my boys ALL of them, and i don't have a favorite no matter what anyone says but i will say that my love for each one of them is individual to them... if thats makes since. i love the all equally but different... i love them the way they need to be loved... if your a mom I'm sure you understand
okay really good night and thanks for reading
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