Encouragement

first of all I'm SO confused by this blogger thing... they changed it so much from the last time i was on here I'm not sure I put the title of my blog in the right sport or the title of this post lol. anyway i was encouraged to start blogging again. My response was i am an awe full writer, to which they replied its not for anyone else but you. So here I am

My name is Tara and I'm Married to Brett an SPC in the united States military and we are currently stationed over seas in Germany. Well My husband left for his 3rd deployment on Saturday leaving me in a different country then my family with my 2.5 year old son Kaleb and my 15 month old Jourdon.

the first time that he deployed we were dating / engaged and and i had 3 jobs and school work to keep me busy... the second time by oldest was only 10 days old when he left and this time well you know cuz i already told you. anyway Kaleb is now old enough to know that daddy is not here and its hard to get him to understand that he won't be here in the morning either.

he has a daddy doll:

which he tells good night too and gives kisses to and even tries to feed him... its cute but hard to watch. its only been 2 days and i think Ive got this (or at least i tell my self that) 

that day (saturday) started off bad well because he left in the morning, then after the busses pulled away and i wiped away the tears my car decided to throw a fit and not turn on so i walked home. luckily i have good friends and they fixed it within the hour. 

today was okay i had a photo shoot (I'm a photographer) so that kept me busy and then i took some pics of my boys... haha writing this I'm thinking wow this has been a LONG day but it is midnight here... i get that (staying up late) from my dad! anyway after my shoot the boys and I came home ate lunch we ALL took a nap, because well you see i took my PM allergy meds this morning instead of my AM ones so i was having issues keeping my eyes open while editing pictures. then after nap i took some pics of them for daddy and family and then just hung out the rest of the day... i felt like staying in sweat pants. 

My mom is coming to visit on friday so the rest of the week will consist of cleaning so that her OCD self won't clean the whole time she's here and she can enjoy her grand babies and germany. 

well thats all i have to say about that. ill try to blog at least 3 times a week (cough cough JONI, you better keep your end of the deal here) Below ill post some pics that go with what i talked about:

Here is a pic from my shoot today: 

and here are the pictures of my boys i took today. the first one is Kaleb and the Second one is Jourdon:

Well thats all for now I'm going to TRY and get some sleep in my empty bed. Good night all!